"Have you ever felt a potential love for someone?
Like, you don’t actually love them and you know you don’t, but you know you could. You realise that you could easily fall in love with them. It’s almost like the bud of a flower, ready to blossom but it’s just not quite there yet. And you like them a lot, you really do. You think about them often, but you don’t love them. You could, though. You know you could."
My place to come and think when I’m under a lot of stress.
"You have to learn to sleep in the middle of the bed, it’s unhealthy to have a side when you are alone."
The best super power ever has to be the power to refill things. Think about it, your glass is empty, refill it without getting up. Your bank account empty, power to refill it. Your bed is empty of a person of your preferred gender, refill it and have some fun.
At first I was all:
Well that’s the stupidest thing I ever heard.
But then I was all like:
GENIUS! PURE UNADULTERATED GENIUS!
person annoying you?
refill their bladder
Possible Shy Guy Body Language of Attraction →
Gaze: The gaze used in shy guy body language is the opposite of usual body language. A shy guy who is attracted to a girl will look at her often but will also look away anytime he’s spotted. To read shy guy body language by gazes, pay less attention to the actual gaze length
For anyone who has ever wondered how we introverted people show signs we like someone.
"Men are just fuckin’ useless. They should just be used for breeding purposes"
I just realized tonight I obsess over stuff. Sometimes it’ll get so bad that once an idea gets planted in my head, it’ll totally destroy that image I had of someone and I’ll start too believe that idea.
It’s caused me to ruin a friendship because I thought they were seeing someone and after all this time I was wrong.
I feel pathetic and stupid and idiotic.
This is what my analytical mind gets me, it gets me into trouble.
I wish I could get that friend back and say I’m sorry. But I just feel really stupid at the moment.
So freaking stupid because I was blinded by a stupid idea that was never true.
I always have to fuck things up.
I always have to fuck the good things up in my life.
Lately I have been struggling with a lot of things, and it is not easy to admit. Mainly school, I just feel like there is nothing left for me here anymore. I love my dear my friends and family to death, but I feel like it’s time to move on. Still in the thinking process, I know within a year, I will be leaving. I thought the whole “community college” thing would be alright, but it doesn’t challenge me. It’s not my thing, it’s not supporting what I need. I’m bored and pretty much the only thing I look forward to everyday is work. Going through a difficult time, I have mainly avoiding my feelings by hanging out a lot with my friends. A lot of them have been there for me in my most darkest time of need, but it doesn’t feel like I’m being helped.
I just think it’s time for me to leave and move on my life. I need to get out and truly find myself because here, I’m lost and I’m stuck.